I am VERY relieved to hear you say that Poor, I was getting somewhat concerned to say the least upon reading your other posts.
I know for a fact that being neglected is a real kick in the teeth, so I really feel for you in your predicament, and I am DELIGHTED to hear you say that you would exercise GREAT CARE if and when you discover something that works.
Far too many people go nuts when they find something that enhances their appearance, and finish up looking at best somewhat top heavy, and at worst, totally grotesque.
Congratulations on keeping a clear head on your shoulders. Personally it is MY belief that a guy should not simply base his attraction on a womans appearance, but should take in the whole package, personality, quirks, beliefs and all. I know of quite a few so-called small women, who have FANTASTIC minds. Go with your strength I say :)